Why???

I see things i'd rather no to..

I pretend to ignore her..

But how can that be done???

I see them from my distant world...

Trying to understand,,

But never achieving any kind of understanding...

I sit alone, far from her..

Seeking some sort of enlightenment in her signs...

As I sit alone and occupy this space that is me...


Silence engulfs my head like a strong wind


Screaming silently my mind ponders thoughts and memories of yesterday and thosethat will never be


I explore my soul and wonder when will salvation come...


Are there any answers for grief or just meaningless explanations.


Does pain and sorrow end or has it just begun.


As I stay in self enclosure I fade into a dark dreamless sleep that
will only give me no answers......

Why???d